Thursday and i'm still wondering what the hell is really going on? Doesn't she see what is right in front of her...then i think well, don't you see what is right in front of you? I see...yes, there is another opportunity to grow, there is something for me to see...maybe she was right, maybe this wasnt our time. Maybe its another lifetime? It still hurts though...
I wonder, what is she thinking of? Is she thinking of me? Is she wondering what i'm doing? How i'm feeling? How i'm making it through the day? As i wonder how she is making it through the day? Does the job distract her from any pain she MIGHT be feeling? *sigh* Well, this much i know...no matter what everything will be fine...NO MATTER WHAT! Everything is as it should be I am certain of that. So I go on and i continue what I do. Feeling a lil less empty than i did yesterday...feeling a lil less like a piece of me has disappeared....a few less tears. No anger though, just here.
Did you think of me today?
Did you wonder how I slept?
Did you look for a message?
Some sort of sign to want to call?
Did you dream of us and wonder how this could happen?
Did you talk about me today?
Tell me cookie...did you?
Were you able to put the spoon in your mouth
and think of the times you fed me with that spoon?
did you lay on the couch and remember how we
layed there side by side?
Your head in my lap with me kissing it.
Have you thought about the kisses we shared?
The love we shared, the excitement of each moment we spent together?
I guess what i really want to know is...
Did you think of me today?
