Monday, November 22, 2010

The Weekend Came and Went

Here I am...enjoying my Sunday with my daughter. 

Friday, November 19, 2010

Don't Settle

OMG, so I had to come back and post this video by china brooks of Futuresobright.org.  It came right on time and like I said earlier I was feeling good despite my other feeling...this just came and lifted me to a new level!  Thank you China!

Day something

Hi there. Sorta in some kind of space, but also in a good mood despite what could be a hiccup! I am the creator of my life and feelings and with that knowledge I have the choice to change what is. Not only change it, but also to not let somethings affect me negatively that probably would have in the past. My recovery time is quicker!!!
No complaining is a lil challenging at times, but that too is a mind set...remember 10 Golden Minutes...i'll have to "change that story". No complaining is not challenging, no complaining is not challenging!

Ok, i'm feeling really good though...so thats wonderful. Anyway, I'm not really counting the days...just going day to day...moment to moment.

God PLEASE grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference!!

So this is where i am today....

Friday, November 12, 2010

who knows what day it is....i'm starting over!

Good day! I'm trying so dang hard not to complain!  Sheesh, you dont realize how much you complain until you do this.  So i'm going to start over today.  Right now i'm going to focus on not complaining.  Wish me luck!

the other thing i have been doing, but not so consistently (i forget) is that i've been changing my story.  so in other words, the 10 golden minutes.   I change what i say from time to time.  Sometimes i say: "I am a photographer", or this morning was a hodgepodge: "I am beautiful, ilove my thighs, i am a photographer, i am loved, i am loving"  you get the picture, right?  i did it a few mornings and during the night and i fell asleep one night.  it was almost like a meditation.  I think I am creating a more loving, conscious Sweetpea and I'm pretty excited.  As you may know we manifest what we focus our thoughts on and I dont know about you, but i'm trying to manifest love, harmony, prosperity, freedom, peace, more love, more and more love! : ) Lots of good yummy stuff, oh and did i say i wanna manifest some love?

Now you tell me, what one thing will you do differently today?  Wanna share?

Blessings to you all...Sweetpea

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Honesty

Good morning!  i'm restarting today no complaining.  Yesterday I didnt do so well.  A girl in my class started complaining about our instructor.  Instead of excusing myself I CONSCIOUSLY joined in!!!  Thats whats so bad about it, i knew i was doing the challenge and listened anyway and then agreed with her!  ugh!  Well, this morning on my drive into the office i said, "dont beat yourself up, today's a new day to start it again".  So here i am....Day One of No complaining and changing my story. 

Thats all for now!

Sweetpea Lilbutt

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Another Day, Another Opportunity

Alrighty! Listening to some GREAT inspiration from China Brooks has caused me to take on something she's suggesting.  NO complaining /Changing my story.

This is some amazing stuff...ok, first off.  I have a phone call today with someone for an event planning opportunity and i'm knowing that I am right for this job.  I will make it happen and it will be a success!  I'm really excited and to be honest a lil nervous too.  Those dagon negative thoughts just hang around...like roaches!  ok, back to the good stuff....China mentions that if you dont complain it leads to the changing your story, for example: stop talking about what happened before that you didnt like.  The more you talk about it, the more you get the same thing.  Well, i for one do not want more of the past stuff i didnt like then either.  So i'm done...its over and i'm happier for it! 

No more gossip...whew, big one.  what i noticed when she was talking  is that (lets be honest here) me and my friends GOSSIP...probably no more than others, but we do.  i'm not doing it anymore...nope, i'm stopping...if someone starts up i'll just have to remove myself from the conversation. 

What does that leave?  Talking about what i do want...I want to travel!!  Domestically, Internationally...from down the street to across the ocean, and guess what dang it!  I'm going to be traveling!  You MARK MY WORDS! 

I want MORE $$$$.  Yup, I do!  I want freedom from a budget that someone else determines how much I make.  I'm going to manifest that, in fact, its happening now as we speak.  Right on! 

Also, my health and body...what?  they are in great shape and good condition!  yes sirree bob!  they are!  (ok, they're on the way there!)  I have lots of energy and i'm feeling BEAUTIFUL...alla me!  Evening loving these yummy thighs!! : )

i'll mention uno mas thing...LOVE...the best stuff in town!  i'm manifesting a beautiful love story that lasts and lasts and lasts...thats harmonius, peaceful, fun, sexy, all that good stuff...

So there you have it...you get the idea?  If not, ask ...

Its me...Sweetpea sending you loads and loads of love!

10 Golden Minutes

Here is  a great tool to use to build up changing thoughts and feelings we have about ourselves.  As you will see it can also manifest wonderful things for ourselves.  I'm going to start to implement this in my life...thanks China!



If you notice any changes or manifestations let me know, i'll do the same.

Sweetpea OUT! xxoxo

Updating Intentions (again)

Dear Creator &Spiritual Team, I ask that you provide my List of Intentions for my highest good:

Thank you for the opportunityof the entrepreneurial opportunity.

I'm so happy that it is not stressful, but fun, and i dont feel like its a 9 - 5 mentality, I am creating my own hours and destiny, i'm out and about, not stuck behind a desk and can charge an amount and feel good about it because i am worth it.

Thank you for the many growth opportunities you have provided. Continue to send me learning opportunites and i remain happy and grateful!


Thank you for each and every opportunity you provide to expand my loving, peaceful nature.  For the gift of teacher during those times that I teach and those times that I am taught.

Thank you for the gift of photography, and that it is bringing me abundance, financial relief and freedom!


For the gift of clarity and clear intuition. For the new friends i've recently met that help me on this path!

I create my to do list and am able to take care of those things.

That i am receiving money for all necessary expenditures.

Money flows easily to me.

I am able to remodel my home.

Thank you for the loving, supportive relationship that supports me in ALL areas of my life and is fully accepting of who I am.

I am able to attend any and all workshops, networking and coaching events without worrying about the cost.

I am able to provide the structure and discipline Jalen needs for these next 4 years in high school.

That love continues to surround me and my family.

I thank you and am grateful for the blessings that rain down upon us!!

Sweetpea Lilbutt