It started the other day when I wrote a lil something to my new girlfriend. “Diana, that was beautiful!” “You could be a writer!” “Are you kidding” is what I thought. I think I may have even said it. I certainly don’t believe I’m creative, but going back over that and some of the things I have written, I thought, “Why can’t I be a writer?” What makes me not creative? My thoughts?
So it brings me here….to a space where I’ll try it out and see what happens….Maybe something, maybe nothing. What do I have to lose? Nothing….except expressing my thoughts on paper and seeing where it takes me.
So it's Monday and I’m at work….did a colon cleanse over the last three days. Yesterday I was feeling sick, and decided I’m done. I really wanted to complete the five days I originally started out with, but after day three and hearing from the doc, I changed my mind. When your body talks you should listen and that is what I did. Did I give up on my commitment? What does that say about me and commitment? What does that say about my word? I don’t know, but since I’m asking the questions maybe I have some feelings about it. So I’ve eaten some things today and now I’m feeling bloated, ugh. Does this feeling ever go away?
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