maybe

i want so badly to text her right now, but i'm not. i just want to say, i love you tk, but i'm not. i want her to call me and say i made a mistake, but she wont, to say, you're right its too miserable not talking to you lets work it out, but she won't. She will be gone this weekend to her retreat and maybe she'll find what she's looking for. Maybe i should just accept what is and do my best to release her...maybe....