I finally did

So I was feeling decent about our interaction last night, but still sad at where we are and can we ever recover, but then i text this morning. No response, not that she had to, but then i called to ask can i make you dinner tomorrow? She didnt answer her work number so i called the cell and no answer. Now i dont feel so good anymore. I am really not sure what to think. Did she ignore my calls and my text? Did she decide that its not a good idea to interact with me and if thats the case why wouldnt she just say that to me? Was she busy, but was she too busy to even acknowledge me? OH tk, what am i gonna do? Maybe i just walk away and dont look back? Maybe its for the best for both of us? This really has nothing at all to do with love cuz the one thing i'm sure of is that she loves me and i love her. The other thing i guess i can't stop thinking of is who is occupying her time? Helping her with her emotions?