As each day passes the silence becomes more and more bearable. I'm used to it. Used to not hearing her voice. Used to feeling single. Used to being alone. I don't know if she realizes it or not, but one day it wont matter. Maybe for her now is that one day. Maybe she doesnt realize that one day I wont ask her if she wants to....Maybe for her that doesnt matter. Maybe thats the goal. I seem to get a lil less sad as each day passes. More and more like this is normal. I do believe that she will realize all this love was for her and she doesnt even know how good it could be, but she's letting it go down the drain.